That's it! I'm over it. I hate cancer! I can't handle one more person I love telling me that they have cancer. And so you know what happens?! Exactly that!
Today someone I am very close to sits me down to tell me that he has cancer. And to make things worse, he was worried about me. He didn't think I could handle it with everything I've gone through with losing Steff. Guess what - he was right. I completely fell apart, as he predicted.
I feel like such a jerk. I should have been there for him. I should have held him. But instead, he held me. I just cried and cried. I can't do it again. I just can't.
Steff, where ever you are, please help me. I can't anymore. I need you now.
I love you, girl.
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