This Thanksgiving marked exactly one year from the day we found out Steff was sick again. It was also the first Thanksgiving without her. Nothing about that day felt right. I haven't even been able to write about her without crying, which is why my blog has been blank for the last two weeks.
I know what when you lose someone close to you, you're supposed to be thankful for all the ones you have around you. But for some reason I just can't. All I seem to focus on is that fact that Steph isn't here anymore. When she died she took a piece of my heart with her. And somehow the rest of my heart doesn't seem to function properly without her piece there.
My words are few these days. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry Tia :( She misses you too, I know it's hard to cope with. I wish I knew the words to say to console your heart, I wish that I could be better at understanding. I'm sorry.
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